Sometimes – 

I have a craving for starches - lots of hot, salty starch like pasta or noodles or hot bread. I seldom if ever crave sweets. 

I suddenly say out loud expletives or short sentences. One of my professors thought I had a touch of Tourette’s Disorder; I suspect she is correct. 

I reread favorite passages from favorite books; they are cheerful as old friends. 

I get so frustrated and angry with patients I want to scream at them. 

I dream about quitting my job and doing something else, but I can’t yet figure out what that something else would be.  

I am envious of my brother, who has children. 

Bananas make me sick to my stomach, but not always. I haven’t found any correlation to this intermittent problem. 

I am amazed how people screw up their lives – despite 15 years in my line of work. 

I get the uncanny feeling there is a spirit or angel doing things around me. I call this presence Charles Clarence. I thank him when this phenomena occurs.  

I eat french fries with vinegar.  

I have headaches after eating lunch. 

I remember to write things in the social/appointment calendar at home. 

I sense my life has been a failure. 

I feel that everything is just as it should be.